"Refuse to stop and nothing can stop you. " -Hal Elrod-

This journey began long before I can even remember. The first time I knew something wasn't right was after I had my precious Charley. Weeks after she was born I could just not push away this anxiety and fear of something happening to her and I was crippled and had to put so much effort into just getting out of bed everyday.

I started a medication after talking to my doctor called Effexor, this where my journey began with dealing with depression and anxiety. I am starting this blog to help me not only process what has been happening the last two years but also to help others. My dear friend Sharon uses a saying, make a message out of your mess. I hope this blog will help others struggling.